Yeh, so the first thing in the morning, I'm that and then an hour later I'm this...so I average 140. Been coming in at 140 consistently for about a week or two if you "average" the morning and the pm weights and I know, I know, I shouldn't even bother with the scale and yet, it's the obsession! I should have fiance just hide it in his office for the next few weeks.

I think I'm starting to see a tiny bit of change. This was the first day since living up here (been here since April 2, 2006) that I've ever stepped foot outside on our porch wearing my exercise clothes so I guess the fact I felt comfortable enough to do that should tell me something of where I'm at in my head.

I still can't fit into that dress of mine the one I want to wear to our friend's wedding but I'll have a back up. I'm not going to put that kind of stress on myself. It took me 22 months to move from a 6-10, it's going to take longer than the next three weeks to lose it. And I figure since this is a way of life (again for me, like it used to be...)I can afford to take it easy on myself and just steady as she goes it.

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