Still feel frustrated that I'm not losing the lbs and inches but the other day I did fit back into a pair of size 8 pants (yeh they were stretch, whataboutit?

Even though I don't really see any changes, fiance assures me he does. But I just obsess over every wrong thing about me, weight and inches not-with-standing.

BUT despite my frustrations and uncertainty that I'm really making any headway...I forget ahead with only a month ago until my birthday. I sooo wanted to have been 120 but that ain't gonna' happen.

5'2 and 141 just doesn't cut it for me.

I don't even know if I can do 130...that's just not realistic and hell I was hoping to be 138 by now. But here I sit, still in my 140s and on a good day, 139.

I will continue exercising and trying to drink more water. I started to slack off a bit the past month. I hate the feeling of always having to piss!!!! But as I don't have a job anymore that holds me in the classroom, I should take advantage of being able to go to the bathroom anytime I want to...so drink up Michele...no 'scuses!!!

And continue to ramp up the work out...don't stop short of the finish line.