OMfuckingG!!!!!

WTeverlovin'F?????

How in the HELL did I get my MOTHERS measurements...I'm adopted so I am really not like she was biologically...she was 5'8 and not really an apple, not really a pear...she was of German stock so she was firm but maybe running 160...me, I'm 5'2 and like I reported, 144, 145 and today I measured myself for the first time in 4 years and

The tale of the tape....not good...*shakes head*...it was quite sad.

I told a fellow blogger and friend in an email that I wanted to record my journey to fitness to help myself be a bit more accountable. I'm not looking for comments (but always welcomed you know that!) but no, this blog has taken a turn in a different direction.

I want a record of how I did it as it's part of my over all ONE WOMAN'S STORY. This is not going to start off pretty but it's GOT to start!!! It has!

This weekend we got mitts (saves the palms when you do the weights and weight machine)

A weighted vest (thanks Valerie Bertinelli for suggesting it.)

Ankle weights (for my ass exercises and hammies! OW, feels so good!)

And we decided to ease off on the weekends.

So fiance and I are attacking it! Thank God, he cooks healthy. My only problem was NOT EXERCISING.

For you women out there...yeh, I'll stand up and say it...

"I'm 39-34-39/40" Four years ago I was 36-28-36 and 120. I have 11 weeks until my 46th bday. I have until May 24th until our friends' wedding. I'm attaching a photo that pretty much was what I felt like after taking those measurements earlier today!

Dreww, ole sister of the Traveling Phat Pants...wherever you are...

This time....it's FOR REAL!!!!! I wasted 20 months....

NO MAS!!!

NO FREAKING MAS!!!